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"I want someone to hold onto for the rest of my life. Someone that really wants to know me that wants to forever. And I’ll talk shit forever, but I’m still terrified to lose someone that matters. I’m tired of losing loved ones and letting go of pieces of me that I barely got the chance to put together. I don’t mean I’m looking for my “soul mate” or someone to date to fill the void that we all have to love and be loved. I mean a true to life, no bullshit, understands and accepts me, there through thick and thin friend? Family? And now Bryan throws on Sixx AM…do you know what kills me about the intro? My “few new reasons”…I can’t think of. Because if its just me and you, Diary, if you’re my only friend? Well that means I have to consider myself my friend right? Well let me tell ya somethin, Bud. You’re smart as shit, you’re a good person, you’re good looking (yeah I said it), you can succeed more than almost anyone else you know….but I’m not ready to be you’re fucking friend."
My sudden outburst of insecure, crazy bullshit that I started rambling on about in Bryan’s notebook last night. WTF was that about anyway…then I cried after writing shit for about an hour…what. a. Pussay! Hahaha
